Category: man, love, poem, poetry

  • The Ferrymen

    Naked receptacles of unknown theory parading across a public beach, home to saltwater wolves with avalanche eyes resting upon the newfound paradise where no one survives, sans a sacrifice

    Of a sliver, to those wooden beams hanging from the firmament, pillars of heaven and hell alike only named after different prides:
    The father, the son and the holy ghost or the batter, the bun and the buttered toast, all alike, him and I, every dying sun borrowing from a firefly:

    Talking Muppets from Sesame Street, dry voices dying in an eternal repeat like environmentalists relying on the economic perigee of want and won’t, folding hand in charity, and cupcake prayer, hymns of trick or treat ringing through the trees of Amazon into the hardwood chairs of Senate,
    Scrapped incessantly, across the marble floor, piss soaked with petulant progress and ham heavy assess imposed with utmost dignity, on the Flame of Liberty, burning from stolen grease,

    From beneath the homes and hallways of fellow men, now nameless carcasses, speckled white and black, these decaying sheep and their shepherds across the golden desert, palm trees punctured with signboards of sold out souls, left standing by the graveyard temples of forgotten gods running on fumes, and mottled cries of deranged children, howling for food in the middle of the night along with the dogs and their own mothers, shushing the life, of those lidless eyes, So the parched mouth may no longer know thirst, nor the blotted stomach, the weight of a morsel, so heavy on this side of horizon.

    Where does all the good men go, when the worst of them come walking, walking, walking: shall the hand that holds the tarot cards, smile down at the simile, of painted faces come alive, and alive faces left colourless in the corner,

    Or would the glory of winter’s hearth beguile the numb and the nutters into eating mortar and birthing bricks across the boundary of the cities that cast them away during the harvest, if so then let the Hammer of Hell fall first beyond the wall
    Where the helpless lay doused in cotton ball clarity of catabolic light, for a righteous future bursting forth through the middle eye,

    Because they who seek solace in the forest must know how to hunt and only then would the beasts wander away from open flesh, sitting in silent meditation and in the promise of no path ahead of the cindered wilderness.

    Can the Cosmos be quiet when I breath this dead man’s last succour; mercury flowing upward against the Earth, through shallow veins and wombs of dirt, shrieking without a pulse,

    Whilst we the unnatural species, regurgitating prisms made of thoughts gathered upon the windowsill, of endless Atlases caged, on whims of witless men
    Those proud, sugar sweating Seraphim, God’s right hand of lust, vibrating the cyst of all ages, as a hurricane might a rootless tree, standing withered and worn, with it’s bark upon the monsoon floor, Stand tall and proud, counting stars as a child would kiss the rain, from the cracks in the mud, alive with earthworms, and farmer’s thumbs; sowed to grow spare hands,

    Hands that would not tremble while pulling the plough, through the field of dreams, laid bare and barren, as faces that look through the yonder castle upon the hill, placid and tame, unblemished, maimed, with eyes eaten away by vultures of their own virtue,
    Leaving a death mask of satin and steel, raved about by bards and bannermen, broken sentinels holding aloft false prophets for the sane, televised tales of wrath and fury, and courtroom karaoke, and biblical jury, Witnessed by us; the stagnant Exodus, forever in search of the promised land, sold to the highest bidder doing Harlem Shake upon the pavement, because this is what we have come to, with our pervert passion for perfection; a world awakened but with nothing to witness….

  • Daydreamer

    Somewhere wide awake
    A blind man blinks
    Of dark he never wonders
    And of light he cannot think
    Somewhere wide awake
    A blind man blinks

  • Immortal Sin

    The angels never built picnic spots
    What they forged were summits
    Silver spears; insurmountable, so as to awe
    Us, we with our half gnawed bones
    Kept in the coldest corner of the cave
    Perhaps that is why
    We paint them, falling from the sky
    Divine yet alone
    Afraid to sin, on their own,
    Stagnant in deeds and in thoughts
    All because the angels never built picnic spots.

  • Lacuna

    I said a word
    You told a story
    I stay quiet and you weep I worry
    Let me go, Dark Love, I am fine
    For not all laughter comes followed by a line
    There is humor too in silent ways
    In lost nights, due coming days
    But if your pleasure at my pain is too wanting
    If the shadow of my smile to you is haunting
    Leave me be, in my sanctum
    Upon my own shore;
    I have lost all and now need no more
    Your claws, they have taken their pound,
    From my grave, upon the sacred ground,
    Unmarked and ready by fate
    For eternity: that final date,
    Never to rise again before all else falls
    This world with it’s countless walls.
    Let me go, Dark Love, and be free
    From the ken of a ballroom pedigree
    Deep into the wild whereat my feet
    Can stay silent forever and not repeat
    Like a dirge from a common copper bell
    That carry new souls to suffer through old hell
    Of mottled minds and hollow hearts afloat on oil
    And watered blood, faint upon the soil
    Where flowers blossom only in dark
    Every hour when a dying dog bark.
    So let the time with it’s movement still me
    As a tremor in your memory
    For all good comes to those who forget
    And they who remember, have forgotten in it’s wait…

  • The Midnight Hour

    The cold side of my bed, red velvet
    Untouched but by my hands
    Stretching in half yawn and half a desire
    Towards the table lamp
    Wobbling upon a hairpin
    Left long ago
    By some fair maiden
    Made of watercolor.
    Her’s were the feet
    That last felt the rough carpet
    And ruffled it’s fur the other way
    So she could see herself better
    In the mirror across the hall
    Draped in rutilant rays;
    Those rashes of love
    I left, crawling upon her eggshell skin
    Every midnight
    When I tasted terror through shuttered windows
    And felt the curtains
    Stand, solid in the wind
    Like a frozen moonbeam
    Sequin with dust
    To mimic purposeless limbs
    Warm glistening skin
    Pulsing against denial and dirt
    That awaits all men
    Beyond this mortal ken; gossamer thin.
    My numb fingers
    Polished thus with prophecy
    Brushes aside the labyrinthine light
    So the table lamp falls; and all fur is on fire,
    And wax walls swell
    In ersatz desire
    While the hairpin, blue steel,
    Fragrant with pine
    Swivels endlessly upon the edge,
    Her chimera, a restless womb;
    The desire to die
    Without ever being born
    And be beautiful forever
    Having never being torn.

  • Her Frock and My Flower

    She danced at my funeral
    In White gown stained with red
    And prayers poured through
    Limestone lips
    That prosaic charcoal charade.

    She had a face
    That was more mine than my own
    When I wilted under blanket, soft
    As a foam dripping molasses
    Over tired thoughts undressing in nubile light
    All purveyors to those gestures
    Of that one forbidden rite
    Which holds Sky in a bowl
    The Earth in a spoon
    An ocean in a raindrop
    And all chaos in cocoon.

    In my arms
    Holding the hems of both horizon
    Split open at the end
    She was undented,
    Pale fire; silver gardenia in twilight,
    Her sinuous laughter
    As dry sprigs clapping in the wind
    Raising waves of surrender and unchanging void
    Breaking over boulders
    I shaped each night, with
    Hammer on heart, in a vaccumed voice
    So the vestal salt
    Do not linger and stain
    My guillotine hands
    In culpable pain.

    She tasted of water
    Woven in my veins
    With flesh as cotton, left open in the rain
    The lake was on her lashes
    A swan astride her sighs
    And the colors of the world
    In the white of her eyes
    And then I, a pariah, stood waking in her palm
    Having slept through tempests
    To return in that calm
    Where each drop of desire
    Shone like crystal in a cave
    Raisin buds flowering
    Wave after wave
    In that palpable dark
    Through same souls set bare
    Behind walls and their worshippers
    Left unaware.

    She danced at my funeral
    In White gown stained with red
    And prayers poured through
    Limestone lips
    That prosaic charcoal charade.

  • A Writer’s Elegy

    If only I had
    The mind of a mason
    I could have built
    A manor without a message.

    Alas, here I am
    Knee deep in the mud
    Nipping the flowers already blossomed
    In search of a new bud.

  • Cadaver

    My body left behind,
    On land no longer mine,
    Shall know, blood upon It’s brow,
    Or a maggot on an earlobe,
    Or salt between It’s toes
    Shall the sylvan summer breeze
    Warm my pallid face
    Will the winter’s fierce lips
    Keep me blushing red
    Would they who make love to life
    Watch over me too
    Or am I one of those adages
    Never to be new
    How many years hence before It shall be found,
    Will there be roses where I lay,
    Or a bare patch of ground
    How farther must one fall
    To know the depths of men
    And prove compassion is an art
    And question this honest end:
    Why people who love the light
    Cannot fight for a piece of shade
    Why they who talk of future
    Never walk
    Much far ahead

  • Lullaby

    Sleep, love
    Let the colors that you breathe by day
    Now smother you at night,
    Drink this elixir
    This morsel of mind
    For the dark grey of the world
    Is never going to fade
    And every pillar of your passion
    Cradling the sky
    Once again, shall be unmade,
    And left in ruin
    Like a fabled vagabond
    Lost along it’s way
    With words that clatter
    Upon an iron tongue
    But has nothing to say
    Sleep, love
    Before you awake
    To the world and her dream
    And find the silence holding your heart
    Break, and begin to scream.

  • Sea and Sandstone

    Follow me
    To the dried up river
    Let us dip our feet
    Over the baked bank
    Into the ovule of emptiness
    And seize between our toes
    Those shadows of leaves that once
    Danced over the ripples
    Let us row, together
    Across sand and stone
    With broken oar;
    That desire to drown,
    And linger no more, here,
    But wade into the sea
    Where awaits one horizon
    And one thousand estuary