Category: Poems

Art, emotion, life

  • Curtain Call

    Image by Ahmed Nishant @unsplash

    I am,
    The face you never see,
    On posters and billboards,
    Half starved, naked,
    Beyond beautiful, to be
    Served on a silver platter,
    For you to touch, twist and take,
    Morsel after morsel.

    I am,
    The laughter you never hear,
    Stirring lives,
    Rubbed together in plastic embrace,
    Made alive in the objectionable agony
    In the chimera of chemicals
    Praised at pawn shops
    By asthmatic Archdiocese
    To fall, to drip,
    Lip by lip
    Throat by sore throat
    Through hollow chests
    And wasted waists
    Of fools painting tears
    Upon torn faces.

    I am,
    The play you never see,
    On streets below your tinted windows,
    Staged for the world to witness,
    For free, though
    None stays to admire,
    Too paltry, they say, too plain,
    Too painful, coarse and vain,
    This drama,
    That reminds us of our own lives.

    I am,
    The speeches you never give,
    From proud pedestals, and altars,
    Like a speck of spit,
    Luring the sea of men,
    With words; carved and honed,
    Too bright for us,
    Of clouded eyes,
    To warm these hearths of our own.

    I am,
    The truth you never know,
    From beyond your walls,
    And the sanctum of your own asylum
    Where you pray
    To the earthworms armed with earthquakes
    To the dead; dead from too much death
    To leper’s liberty
    To chronic charity
    Never to arise
    From the ashes
    Or seen through the uncertain curtains
    Of your marble eyelashes.

    I am,
    Everything that makes
    Nothing possible.

  • Immolate


    I hold myself
    Where it hurts me more;
    I prefer the pain of now
    To the pain before...
  • Diaspora

    I have seen the diaspora,
    Seen it’s bulbous head set against Saturn’s sky,
    Felt it’s pulse,
    Dreaming of chalk and charcoal,
    Seen it’s veins, deeper nerves,
    Coursing through promises
    Like an undulating snake.

    Men revise,
    Their adolescent mournings, teenage dreams made of,
    Pink flesh laid to rest,
    Against the grain of this world.
    A world long forgotten by the habit of forgetting,
    The shell of mirror,
    Slow as sinking stone,
    For lives lived, living,
    With unpolluted prose,
    Precise, pragmatic.

    I have seen the diaspora,
    The laughter of death,
    That parallel passage,
    Guided by fate.

    The fault never lied with dark,
    To light must fall the blame,
    For showing that of all,
    None are truly the same.

    Half the pleasure,
    Lies in having nothing,
    And losing it all.

    Here in shaped stillness,
    I ache for a shattering.

    Until I am no more.

    Now I am no more.

  • Parts of a Promise

    Image by Jasmin Chew @unsplash

    If my face now makes you weep
    Let my voice then put you to sleep
    So tomorrow when you awake
    Like a flower on someone’s grave
    Know there lies underneath
    He who asked you once to save

  • Shards of Symphony

    There has been a song in my head,
    Long since we met,
    And it had no lyrics of love,
    Just a music underway,
    I hum it when sad,
    When happy I whistled it twice,
    Only to find it everywhere, other day,
    With people like me; without a choice

    Ivory atoned in milk,
    Alabaster laid in salt,
    Your clothes, moonlight threaded,
    Upon skin without a fault.

    (I ramble of your beauty,
    When nothing is to be thought about)

    Remember the vase I gifted you once,
    Wrinkled porcelain,
    Thunder in glass,
    And you kept it hidden, under your warm clothes,
    Deep in the closet,
    Lest no mourner of life, of eternal charm,
    Plucks a fountain of flower,
    To abide, this graceful tomb;
    We adore and abide and anoint,
    With feelings, like watered paint, like warm breathe,
    Or something more forgettable.

    I found pieces of it the other day,
    Shards of symphony,
    Scattered voices,
    Gleaming, under the stairway,
    Spiting neon light;
    Forked tongue, poison.

    You had after all,
    Plucked one, a deep dark red,
    It’s fragrance; my fear of all things left unsaid.

    There is a reason roses have thorns,
    Everything comes at a price,
    Love is not a line in stone,
    Sometimes its roll of a dice.

    Now you tail windmills,
    And I can see your feet, nestled in grass,
    And your hand in your hair,
    Untying my knots,
    So the new wind, the new time,
    Can hold you aloft
    And make you feel at home
    As if that can suffice your bohemian soul
    That jukebox of rhythms
    You shuffle to make whole.

    Love to you was just a word to behold
    Words to you were feelings to be sold
    Feelings to you only a reason to be kind
    Reasons to you were reasons to nevermind.

    I shall remember, yes,
    When waiting for the flowers to bloom
    For a ship to set sail
    From the corner of my room
    That you, love,
    Never cared after all
    This was no poem or play
    You were writing on the wall
    But my life, this meagre, stuff made of snow
    A candle you alighted
    But forgot to blow
    And now the wishes they linger
    Like rats in the rain
    For leftover love
    Not poisoned with pain…
































  • They Told Me Not To

    They told me not to say
    The fault; It was all mine
    They told me not to say
    I am okay, its all fine
    They told me not to say
    The world is wrong from where I stand
    They told me not to say
    You will never understand
    They told me not to say
    Gods don’t walk this heathen earth
    They told me not to say
    It’s your choice to give a birth
    They told me not to say
    False truths my eyes can see
    They told me not to say
    I am thus and this is me
    They told me not to say
    We are slaves of silver linings
    They told me not to say
    Fallen stars don’t go out shinning
    They told me not to say
    There is no shepherd for this herd
    They told me not to say
    The sky don’t feel free for some old bird
    They told me not to say
    Love is a mirage of a migraine mind
    They told me not to say
    They light the lights to leave me blind
    They told me not to say
    Life can end between two thoughts
    They told me not to say
    Fate ends with a draw of lots
  • Gratitude

    When the world you built,
    Now loves you less,
    Its time to awake,
    Another place.

  • Lines

    Whatever future I hold today,
    Come tomorrow will be a yesterday…

  • Intentions

    Will my silence be enough
    To let you know I am no more
    Will you shake your head and smile
    And be as you were before
    Will it be my laughter that you remember
    Decades later on a summer noon
    Will you ask why I never came back
    Or lament why I returned so soon
    Will my face be what you seek
    When thinking of things past
    Will you forget the first day we met
    Was the day that we met last
    Will these hands that once were mine
    Remain forever alone in memory
    Will you extend yours just to share
    Their shadow so I could be We
    Will my words ever be able to describe
    This ache that now I feel
    Will you break my heart each time
    You want your own to heal…

  • Maiden

    Camouflaged in the night
    Like outline of shredded trees
    I walked beyond the cliff with caterpillar footsteps
    Where Four Horses of Wind
    Stood grazing in the grove
    While the maiden with reins
    Having fallen in love
    With my absence, now looking up
    Laughed; the sound like hooves running in her throat,
    So I sat there in the center of the dying daffodils,
    On the eve; as rootless and trodden as any
    And listened to what the world has to say
    But sadly there were far too many;
    People talking about themselves, like children running circles around pillars asking: Why do silent halls echo? And closed eyes cannot see?
    As if I am a mirror to be mastered by their practiced soliloquy:
    No more, no more, my hollow mind; no more,
    For I weep for the thistle town burning by the shore
    Black windows watching the white horizon
    Coming closer for an embrace
    When the sun is cold in the night
    While the sea shapes the souls of sand
    The maiden sits beside me
    And whisper
    That the stars are dust from her hand
    O I see now, I see
    Myself on a mountain lying
    Alone upon the apogee
    To fall asleep with the sky
    As a pillow beneath my neck
    And the ocean extending her arms
    For me to quietly take
    Before I go, before I am gone
    With the maiden of the night
    Before I know that the colours of rainbow
    Are seven sins of white…