The History of Hope

He was born broken; one of a kind,
A scarecrow one can find
Here and there with splintered limbs
Taught to always be half blind
He was afraid even being undead
As if everything he never said
Can be heard through the silence
Warring inside his uneven head

His name he remembered still
Amen; meaning to fulfil
But there were ashes in his waistcoat
Of people he hurt but forgot to heal
So he ran and walked and also crawled
Eyes wide for one who had solved
How a caterpillar in the end
In a butterfly gets evolved

Days he spent in the random heat
With shivering hands and on hobbling feet
And at night he sought strangers known
Who could tell where few roads meet
And on bed made of carpet and cold
He laid his flesh when it could no more hold
The dreams of being young again
When the promises were getting old

And in the morning, midst the fallen dew
He thought of his life when it all was new
Now what he has was being taken away
When he already had so few
But as the sun climbs its ladder high
He marches once more to relive the lie
Believing same as Icarius
Wearing feathers would make him fly

And even today you can catch his glimpse
The old man, who begs and limps,
Through the mirror of mortal minds
He is the maker of all the hymns
One who tosses the coin for sun and rain
The progeny of unrequited pain
Hear his heartbeat as your own
And in your vein his name: Amen.

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3 responses to “The History of Hope”

  1. Aa'eedah Avatar

    I remember once when a friend shared his experience of reading one particular poem that left him buzzing in his ears as though to grasp the totality of it.

    I can feel the same rush, that same buzzing sound coursing through my veins right now. The poem rises like a crescendo and gracefully ends like an echo in the readers’ ears…. as if it has left the readers to ponder, to swim in the familiarity, almost like a first-hand experience, that he experienced in the opening stanzas but midway…it leaves the readers fighting the overwhelming scooping of his entirety…but the verse doesn’t stop for the reader, just like time, I might say…it goes on leaving the reader behind gasping for air.. It launches into something much, much larger than the philosophy itself. Almost godly.

    Jeez, I’ve read you for so many years but I still am more than often surprised by what you can achieve through your art. I always find my own story in your writings, and yet, YET I feel so left behind, so inexperienced, so small in front of your poems.

    Buzzing. Buzzing. Buzzing in my ears….

    1. Mindful Mystic (MM) Avatar

      I just want to say, you wrote an amazing comment! 😍

  2. Mindful Mystic (MM) Avatar

    Very powerful poem, I felt in my bones. 🙏

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